nostalgia.

My birthday is next month! i'm not that excited...never really have been. i dont like my birthday very much generally, but i espically dont like it this year, because everyone i would want to be around on my birthday are currently residing on the complete opposite side of the country.

it's crazy to think how much i miss that place. i mean, it was ugly and hot and the people are mostly assholes and antiabortionists...but still. i miss the beach, and i miss first period, and i miss northwoods mall! i miss cell phone guy and mrs. bernardi. yeah, i said it. i miss that horrible woman! i miss paying 4 bucks to see movies, and i miss getting lost in King's Grant, and almost running over small animals! i miss trying to find something to do on a friday night. i miss sneaking into the movie 300. i miss Ana. i miss being disappointed by the lack of things to do downtown. i miss Andolini's pizza. i miss drinking obscene amounts of Rockstar and not feeling any of it. i miss early morning trips to walmart, and i miss all the people i hate. if i could see Soleil right now, i would just be so happy, even though i hate her more than anyone else in the history of the world. at least hating her would still be relevant.

the point is that i met some of the greatest people there and i miss them a lot.
and i dont want to spend my birthday without them! it's really getting me down.